The Best Bitch on the Net, English version, 13

13. WORMS OF DOUBT AND THE SEARCH FOR HARMONY...


I posted another video with Nadyukha, where she passionately pleasures herself with a black dildo in private, simultaneously losing herself in the moment, that is, with her extraordinary acting talent, sucking on the heel of her black shoe, and I almost forgot to add the promotional text for our first book to the description, which I, discarding all intellectual snobbery, stupidly post under each of our videos:

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Well, yes, it's no coincidence that I worked in journalism, as a songwriter for pop singers, and many other things...))

Strictly speaking, by the time I started promoting Nadyukha as a porn star in the “amateurs” segment, I basically knew how to do everything...)) 

I knew how to build websites, write captivating descriptions and come up with catchy titles, edit photos, shoot video from multiple cameras simultaneously and then quickly edit the footage, not to mention composing and recording music, arranging, and so on... It was as if everything in my life before Nadya was just a stepping stone to putting all this knowledge and skill at the feet of my sweet Goddess-Slut...))


“Why do you find that strange?” asked Pigletty.

“Well... I don't know... When I was a kid, I was taught something different...” Wie-the-Poo said uncertainly.

“When you were a kid...” Pigletty mimicked him and continued, “When you were a kid, you were taught that storks bring babies, and some people find them in cabbage patches, and everyone used to think that the earth was flat...”

“That's true,” Wie-the-Poo agreed, "but there's something strange about it. As a child, I believed that my birth was not accidental, that I was needed in this world for some reason, since I was brought into it. I thought that the world, or God, whatever you want to call it, allowed me to be born because it needed my help..."

“Look at you, you fucking benefactor!” exclaimed Pigletty. “You're nothing but a hero, a doer of good deeds...”

“Yeah, right...” Wie-the-Poo smiled too.

“Don't get upset before it's time! Maybe that's how it is!” Pigletty decided to che er up his friend. From time to time, he wasn't such a pig, depending on his mood and the weather.

“I thought I would become a great writer and lead the Spiritual Revolution across the land! But instead, I'm just the High Priest of the Church of My Panda's Cunt...” sighed Wie-the-Poo.
 
“Do you think Hold-me isn't beautiful enough for that, that she's not worthy?” asked Pigletty, catching his friend off guard.

“No, of course not! I've been looking for this bitch my whole life, and until I found her, I couldn't calm down, knowing that no, I hadn't met her yet. And when I met her, I had no doubt then and I have no doubt now that she is the one!”
“So what's wrong now?” smiled Pigletty.

“I'm not sure that I'm leading my own revolution, and not someone else's... I'm not sure that someone isn't using me for their own purposes, passing off someone else's ‘me’ as my own...”

“You're digging deep, Wie-the-Poo... It's pointless...” Pigletty shrugged and, patting his friend on the shoulder, suddenly asked, “Do you have to get up early tomorrow?” 

“Well, no, not necessarily...”

“Then let's go to the store...”

They both laughed…



* * *
Fate didn't like Nadyukha,
Fate didn't like me...
We're sad... Our arguments, fuck it,
about who the True “I” is...))

I won't hide it, we are very similar,
zodiacally identical...
But no, we are not the same,
it's just that OUR “I” is two-faced...))

But our “I”s are secondary
in relation to the Higher Spheres...
When we are together, everything is logical...))
When apart, everything is a chimera...((

Let's leave all doubts behind,
we are a COMMON Poem!..)) ..))



Automatic translation by AI with rhymes preserved,
but slight distortion of meaning...))

* * *
Fate underloved Nadyukha,
Fate underloved me too, it's true…
We grieve… Our squabbles, damn it, who
Holds the True "I," the real view…))

I won't deny, we're quite alike,
Zodiacally identical, near…
But no, we're not the same, strike,
But simply OUR "I" is insincere…))

But simply our "I"s are secondary
In relation to Higher Spheres above…
When we're together – all is legendary…))
When separate, all's a chimera of love…((

Let's leave behind all hesitation,
We're a COMMON Poem's creation!..))



Original poem in Russian…

* * *
Судьбо недолюбил Надюху,
Судьбо недолюбил меня…
Грустим… Разборки наши, сцуко,
о том, кто Истинное «Я»…))

Не скрою, мы весьма похожи,
зодиакально идентичны…
Но нет, мы – не одно и то же,
но просто НАШЕ «Я» – двулично…))

Но просто наши «я» вторичны
по отношенью к Высшим Сферам…
Когда мы вместе – всё логично…))
Когда отдельно, всё – химера…((

Давай оставим все сомненья,
мы – ОБЩЕЕ Стихотворенье!..))




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